I feel like just getting drunk for two days in a row, of course this weekend, because my kids will be out of town with their dad on a "family" vacation, that all of his family is involved in. I just want to forget for just a little while, I'm so tired of getting anxiety attacks....I want to feel alive and have some fun, but I just feel emotionless, is this a pretty normal feeling to just want to forget, even if its just for a little while? Is it selfish of me, to want to be happy, and feel what its like to have someone to hold me, and make me feel like I'm worthy of his love? Is it possible that some people just are ment to not be loved?
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