I want to believe in Karma. I want to believe in Justin Timberlake's song "What Goes Around Comes Around" but, I'm wondering if people that have been hurt just make this up to make themselves feel better? I talked with my lawyers and it seems that the law is on the side of liars. My ex cheated on me but kept his affair hidden until it was all over. Now, he lies to me all the time about his plans and his arrangements for our 3 year old son and there is nothing legally that I can do. I am a good person (of course, you only have my word) I never lied to my ex, I never cheated on him, I just wanted him to love me. He went out till 5 in the morning all the way up to my 9th month of pregnancy, he constantly belittled me and put me down. Then he got to walk away and create a seemingly perfect life while I'm left with grief and anger and worried about my son. So, do you believe in Karma?
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