I have been with my partner for 12 years, we got together as friends but after my mum passed away we got together as boyfriend & girlfriend. Then 9 months later I fell pregnant and chose to stay with him for the rest of my life now that we were having a baby. The problem is that now I don't love him anymore, I have told him the truth and we are still trying one day at a time. But as each day goes by I fell I drift further apart from him. He is a really goog guy and a good dad. The thing is when people say try this or that I just won't I dont know why but although I say I'm trying I really don't want to. Yet I feel so scared of being alone. Please help. x
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