be different? My one true love contacted me after 20 years. We didn't marry back then because so many people told me I was too young and they were probably right. When I sought him out 5 years later, he was getting married...set the date stuff. In doing the right thing, I had to walk away. But I have fought these feelings my whole life. And somehow it "gave" me "permission" in my heart to move on as he did. However, I find out that when he saw me at that time, he didn't want to marry Her. He was ready to call it off but said since I hurt him once before, he wasn't sure to take the chance again. I can understand all that perfectly. He said he knew he "settled." I have always known I did and came to "accept" this. I have always thought of him over the years like most people who loved someone. I have been a "good girl" all this time but in all honestly, I can't fight now I feel and it has rocked my world. His reason for getting in touch w/ me is that he didn't see a good enough reason anymore and wants me in his life and that he still cares for me. I am trying to let this simmer down to be rational and reasonable and all the stuff you should do but my heart and my head are saying let it unfold and see what happens.
What do you think?
What do you think?
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