I\'m so tired until I feel I can\'t continue to put myself through this, my husband is simply not worth it anymore. He\'s a minister @ our church and is sleeping with the Pastors Daughter, her mother was counseling me the whole time and knew her daughter was sleeping with my husband. Double betryal!!!!! He even lied and said his father had cancer and had 3 months to live to justify his weekends away. He left me for 2 months jobless and broke but during that time I was blessed with a wonderful job. In August he asked for a second chance. I gave him one @ first things were returning to normal (of course we changed churches) and then his pattern resumed all over again. He couldn\'t sleep at night, he lost his job, everything around him crumbled, constant headaches, the same man who left me broke, struggling to pay bills while he took care of his mistress now had to ask me for money. Things hit an all time low around X-mas I found a semi nude pic of his mistress, He had a bio on horny match.com looking for women for threesomes and I got a cable bill for porn he ordered while I was @ work finally on New years eve he left said I\'ll see you later and I haven\'t seen or heard from him since. I know now that I simply do not need this man in my life as the person I married no longer exist. If anyone 2 years ago would have told me I would go through this I wouln\'t have beleived it. It\'s almost like he woke up one morning and said I\'m going to ruin everyones life. So here I am married @24 and Divorced @ 31.
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