So i just checked up on my ex, which means looking at his myspace page. I'm trying harder these days not to do it as often, but i still have urges to find out what's going on with him (i know...not healthy!). Well, to my surprise he finally set his page to private. Now there is no way for me to see anything. Nothing. All i can see is his photo, and where he lives. He's never done this before. Not even when we first broke up. I set mine to private not long after he deleted me back in the spring, and was surprised he didn't do the same right after. I know this sounds silly, but what i realized tonight is that i am now completely disconnected from him. I feel weirdly lost and sad. It was the only thing i had left.
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