I'm still not sure how it can be that I weathered our separation 6 months ago pretty well... and now I'm falling to pieces. He has a girlfriend that is 20 years younger (she's 21 with 2 kids) and he says he's moving in with her. My kids have spent the night when she's there, and I feel that the 13 years with him were a waste (I know, I have the kids and I'm lucky).. I feel like he's rubbing my nose in his love life -- and the kids shouldn't have to deal with this so soon. And I feel betrayed -- he has known her 7 weeks and after 3 weeks he had her spend the night w/ my kids. I thought so much more of him... I thought he was wiser and more sensitive. I guess it's the oldest story in the book. Guy turns 40, leaves, buys a sports car, loses weight and grows a goatee, and gets a young girl... I feel like yesterday's garbage.
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