I just found out I was bipolar a month ago. I broke up with my husband last yr and kept breaking up with him on and off. I was having severe mood swings. The last time I broke up with him was in Feb then I told him that I wanted to b with him. SO we were working on it . I havn't seen him since then. He says he has no answers. He loves me but doesn't know what to do. So instead he doesn't come to c me or call. So why do I want to b with someone like that. When I need him most he wasn't there. And he blames me for everything. Its all my fault cause of my mood swings. He came to y docs appointment last week and then I broke up with him after it. I just know him. He doesn't believe in bipolar or meds or anything. I have poured my heart out to him and he doesn't even say I love u miss u or nothing. So its over. But I should have done this a long time ago. But I was having trouble making decsions with everything. It just hurts so much. All I told him is that I wanted him to b there for me and he couldn't even do that. Thats what hurts so much.
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