please don't take offense if I am way off here, but are you saying you are a cutter?

Death is a permanent solution to a temporary problem. Please remember, despite the pain you are in right this very moment, that one day you will love again and you will look back at this time of your life and shake your head. Never give up.

Not only will you look back and shake your head, you will be a lot stronger for the path you took. Do, please, go get some outside help. You need to talk to someone.

I just read your profile. Believe me when I say this...
One day, you are going to be 32 years old and look at the scars on your body and wish you had figured out a different way to cope. I promise you. The pain will fade but the emotion you will feel having done this to yurself will be with you forever. One day, I'm going to have to look my daughter in the eye and explain my arms to her. My scars are a reminder for me to always hear what my kids are saying to me. If just once, someone would have listened to me when I was your age, I'd have a lot less scars to deal with today. It's good you are here. We are here to listen.

Death is NOT the answer. Loneliness hurts like hell, but it WILL pass. Just hold on ... one second, one minute, one hour, one day at a time. Please don't hurt yourself.

This will pass it will. it hasnt for me yet and yes i thought of other ways to deal with this pain. but once WE get through it we will be better for enduring the pain. Keep your head up high and manage this the best you can. Please.

Killing him will not make you hurt any less! :)

Chin up>..I know it's hard to see the "light at the end of the tunnel" so to speak.

Try making a list of positives about your life and yourself.Any little thing will do.Even if there is more "bad' than "good"..just concentrate on the good! I wish you the best!_ Savery1

It does hurt like hell but time will heal your wounds. Please don't hurt yourself, he won't do it for you!

I have been where you are right now, and this too shall pass! Please know you can message me anytime. I am hear to talk and to listen if you want to get some of it out. I am praying for you!

two friends is more than I have! Seriously I have gone through this on my own, yes I have family, but with the help of people here at DS i'm glad to say I feel much stronger than I did the first time I came here!

everyone tells me its goin to get better i just feel so down i have depression, ocd and i suffer from anxiety problems. I have tried to kill myself once before and i wish that it had been succesful the pain is unbearble

sounds lik we have been dealt the same cards...i am in xactli the same situation n i dont know wat to say becos i feel the same way too becos of it :(

just wish it wud b ok

I have been there, very recently, its not easy. You don't need a million friends, you're not alone. Be with your friends and family, even if you just want to go to their house to cry, just so you aren't alone. CRY it out, grieve, it helps..but there WILL be a light at the end of the tunnel. Have patience with yourself, you are worth it.

Ok, it sounds like you've been through this before. What coping skills have you developed? Are you using them? It sounds to me like getting up and getting out might be beneficial - go walk, run, bike, whatever. Get away from tools that you use to hurt yourself. Get out into the open air. Go get an overprice coffee. Go see a stupid movie. Get your focus off of your pain, if only for a little while.

I have been there to. I wished to end my life to stop my unbearable pain but it didn't happen. I went on living. And I am so grateful for that. You have a long wonderful life ahead of you. Be strong. You are not alone. We are here for you.