It was touch and go last night, and my stbx was here for me. he hled me and made me feel safe again. i told him while I was in his arms, that I had never felt so alone before. He stayed with me through the night and just gave me comfort, adn I tahnked him for that. My Uncle passed at 9:15 this morning. I have his 2 grandkids with me while the family gets everything straightened away. My stbx has them taken to the playground right now to give me a rest. Thank god he was here with me. I have struggled over the past couple of days and am really looking forward to having him leave so that I can start my healing. he is a good man, it's just that I have so much anger and hurt from this whole situation.
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