My wife left me and my two children two weeks ago. I have been in agony ever since. I have lost 20 pounds and can't concentrate at work. Her boyfriend has two kids the same age and they came an got my kids to go to Chuck E. Cheeses. My wife gave me a big hug and thanks last night when she brought them back. I didn't sleep much last night afterwords. If I do sleep, I dream about her. I have a sinking feeling in my chest. I am open to reconcile, but she is cold. The boyfreind has his hooks in her good, and since he has been through it. (He is separated from his wife and living with his parents, until they move into the new apartment my wife just got.) I was not aware of the my wife's unhappiness with me nor did I ever suspect a boyfriend. I trusted her completely. I am utterly crushed and devestaed. I have to be nice about her and try to keep things going as normal for them as I am dying inside.
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