Day 3 -- she has asked me not to call. Needs space to consider things clearly. I fight not to pick up the phone every 2 minutes. But I know that would do more damage then good. I know she has a test today - I want to wish her well. I know she got her hair done last night - I want to say she is beautiful. All the things I didn't do that led her to need space..... go figure.... I know I am going to talk to her Thursday - I have tickets to fly down to her training base (she works for the govt) Sat. she is supposed to let me knwo if I am still invited.... My ability to breathe is in her hands.
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