I am so dreading next week---my daughter is getting married on the 15th and my divorce will be final on the 19th. In the last 4 mo. since I moved out I have had very little contact with my stbx, occasional emails and have spotted him at church a time or two. I left because of his verbal abuse and 2nd girlfriend in 2 years. Anyway, this should be such a happy time for our daughter and our family and I feel gulity that I am not looking forward to it. Every time I see him I cry and not just tear up, I lose it. How am I going to get through a rehersal dinner, wedding and reception all the while smiling and pretending all is right with the world? I really just want to run and hide. Any advice?
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