Don't even really know why. It is so not about him as a person. It is more about the struggles I am having with the lifestyle and thinking transitions. Not even sure why I am posting, seems pointless, but I am just so tired of crying over everything! This morning I parked my car and was walking to the office and had to kinda stop cuz an old man was helping an old woman out of the car and into her wheelchair on the sidwalk and I got blocked for a minute. He said oh sorry, and moved her aside, and I passed and started crying. It just seemed so loving or helping or something for him to be helping her.
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