I just had an argument with stbx and he upset me so bad. He got mad at me because I asked about his personal life because I wanted to know why he has not seen or taken the kids during his vacation. 2 weeks off and only 2 1/2 hours at a funeral. Why do I still let him get to me? I need to break this cycle. I don't deserve to be sitting here crying and he is off f&*(ing her. I need a break to get my head on straight, but I will not ask for his help with the kids. I will do it by myself. How do I let go completely? I thought I would be further by now.
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