i had a very long day today and at the end of it, around 9 oclock, i was on the phone with karen, my best friend and started crying my f'n eyes out. stbx is playing on all my weak spots. i dont know if his attorney is egging him on or what but because i have major depression , he is making that the issue. i do have md but it is under control with meds and a great doctor and therapy every 2 weeks. he is trying to get primary physical custody of the boys even though he is not home to take care of them and put them on their bus. etc. my attorney told me to clean the house cause he may even take pictures of stuff , stating that i am incompetent or whatever ,that im depressed and dont keep up. so that is basically why i balled my eyes out. all that and because i am more emotionally exhausted that physically. ive had it.
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