I just feel the highs and lows today. I cant freakin believe that I have cancer again and that my love left me...I know this is old news but it is hurting me so deeply right now. I woke up happy and feeling ready for the day and then on the way to work I passed my ex in his truck. He was alone but just to see him made my heart sink. I am a mother of a very sick little boy and also 2 healthy girls and Im like what the hell is going on. I consider myself a great women with so much love to give and so much life to live..The cancer is easy (well kinda) but a heart ache is not. I ache for my kids and I miss my love so much. Why do the good people get hurt. Im sorry for my sadness I want so much to be loving and giving to all of you...Im just lost this very second...
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