I don't know if it's the fact that Valentine's Day is coming but I feel like I'm losing my resolve. I was so proud of myself for not breaking down when my husband came over last night. I shed a few tears after he left and then went out for drinks with a friend. Today is an entirely different story. I can't stop thinking about him. I've been crying all day. He informed that he's going away for the weekend. I'm on the brink of calling him and begging him to reconsider the divorce while he's away. There's part of me that thinks that part of the reason for his recent rash behavior is that he's been overwhelmed at work. There's part of me that hopes that he would see things differently if he could take some time to unwind. I do realize that work does not excuse his disloyal, immoral,cowardly, cruel, hurtful behavior. Yet I desperately want him back irrespective of how pathetic that makes me.
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