Normally when I go to bed I am sad thinking about everything that is going on with my husband. Last night I kept waking up angry about how he has been acting keeping my heart on a yo-yo string. I know I still really love him but I am starting to second guess if I really want a future with him or not. When I think of how he has acted in the past few months and things he has said in the past few weeks its just making me more angry. I don't know maybe its the insomnia making my mind crazy. I guess I really don't know what I want at this point.
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