Could It? Im still dealing with the death of my best friend and on top of it, my exboyfriend just keeps making life worse. "We werent ever broken up, I just needed space." to "can we have a talk tomorrow?" yeah, what do you think that was about? Wish I could tell him to hit the curb, but I just cant. I want to be with him more than anything! But this tugging back and forth is making me sick and so fuckin depressed! How do I deal with this? What can I say to him? Im scared that if I tell him how bad he is hurting me that he's just going to say "forget it." Which, sometimes I'd like to say, but I know those words will never come out of my mouth. Confused....forever?
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