I did not anticpate how hard and painful this process was going to be. I feel like I think about it all day long, only to go to sleep early in the morning, just to wake up and think about it again. I am so freakin sick of being consumed by this. All my conversations with family and friends are, yup you guessed it, my divorce. My mind eventually comes back to, yup you guessed it, my stbx. I'm having trouble shutting it off. I have been going through this process for a little under a month. I know it is still fairly early but dang- how much longer can I take this. I already feel exhusted and defeated, ready to raise the white flag. I'm looking for some temporary relief. For the vets out there- what did you do to find that relief? When does it stop consuming you? When does it start to get better? Are there others that are currently going through this? What is that fine line between healthy greiving and just plain depression. How much of this am I doing to myself? Ouch!!!
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