My mouth is causing me to lose out more and more on the possibility of a very happy future vs. crawling under a rock. Husband and I are very codependent for the past 23 years, and last night I really blew it again by cutting him down for joining a support group for codependent people, which he feels he is getting a lot out of, and just cutting him down in general. When will I learn to shut up!!! I feel even more like a nothing now! We are always on the defensive with each other. With the divorce on hold for now, why is it so tough to come together without hashing over all the past crap that ruined our marriage as well? No progress whatsoever!! I wish I could think before I talk!
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