My divorce should be put through as an uncontested hearing mid-September. The closer that date comes the more fragile I am getting. Last week I spent 2 days of my vacation in bed crying. Yeah he was abusive every 5-6 months. In between he was a great guy. I miss him so much. I've tried over the months to talk to him but he won't budge. Sad part is I know we still love each other. I think its his pride and that it would be an embarrassment for us to get back together. Also, theres no water under the bridge because the bridge is washed out. His kids hate me now and my kids have no love loss for him. What do I do? Its SO hard divorcing someone you still love and who you know still loves you. I feel so lost.
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