I think I finally got some closure today. My ex texted me with her new number, I have no idea why. So of course, me being me, I told her I got back into school and needed to know if we could work things out before I signed up for any classes down here. She said no, and surprisingly enough, I was almost completely ok with that. A little anxiety kicked in, since she had been thinking about it, but it's for sure over with now. I think I'm just glad not to be strung along anymore while she thinks about it. I'm getting back into college, I have a job interview tomorrow, and I've been reconnecting with some old friends. I think I'm actually starting to be happy again. I never thought I'd be feeling this good this soon. I'll just have to watch out for those low points, I know there will be some, but I think the worst is over with. Phew, it feels like a huge load off my back, I thought I would take it hard, but I took it in stride.
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