Tonight begins an informal weekend class reunion.....30 years! YIKES!!!! It's right here in my town but I chose not to go. I just wasn't up for the emotional roller coaster of telling what's been going on with me since the last reunion over and over again. Oh, yeah, my house is in foreclosure and I'm declaring bankruptcy and probably getting a divorce.....so what's new with you? I remember going to past reunions and not understanding why people wouldn't come but now I do. It's not that I don't want them to know what a mess my life is now, it's just that I don't want to be such a downer. So I'm sparing them from feeling badly for me, which would make me feel worse. Anyone else had to deal with a reunion when their live was in a shambles?
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