I've only been separated now for a month and I am still struggling daily over it. Now that the Christmas season is upon us I'm debating about putting up a tree. We have been married for 9 years and the tree trimming was such a tradtion with my stbx and step daughter. I don't know if I can face getting the decorations out and seeing the memories of all the past Christmas times. This is so tough I love Christmas and everything about it but I can't seem to face it this year. What has other's done in the past and does anybody have any suggestions. I've been told that I should put it up it might help get me in the mood but then I don't know if I'm strong enough to face the fact I'm by myself alone this holiday season.
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