Working on months number two now of not seeing my daughter. I am getting really impatient and upset with the situation. I am missing so much, and it is not fair. She is not developing a relationship with me, she does not have my influence in her life. I am missing all the giant leaps and bounds she is making in her developement as she is going on 14 months old. I STILL dont know when I will be able to see her again, and I probably wont even recognize her when I do. This is bullshit, why the fuck are women so fucking CRUEL. I miss my little girl, and she is taking pleasure in the fact she is keeping her from me. Its fucking evil, its wrong. Why is she able to do this. I am nearing the end of my rope. Was looking forward to seeing my daughter on the 18th, now I know I am not. What the fuck is wrong with our society, what is wrong with our world. We are truly fucked up, anyone argues differently is blind. When a loving compassionate father, can be kept from his child because his wife is childish, selfish and immature.... We as a society really need to take a fucking step back and re-evaluate our system. Im so angry, Im so depressed, I so just want to hold my daughter and look into her little eyes and know she loves me. That is all I want Is that too much to fucking ask?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!!!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?
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