my father cheated on my mother while she ws pregnant with me... they divorced and no one told me y until my 14th birthday... now i cant stop thinking aout my missed childhood... m father wanted nothing 2 do with me 4 the first 7 years of my life... but he still took my brothers every week... i dont know how 2 fogive him for tricking me into believing it was the court that kept us apart, and not his guilt that brought us 2gether... i dont know how 2 get over the fact that the first 3years of my life i didnt have a father and my mother ws in a horrible stage from the divorce... the next years of my life i remember my older brother reading me some bedtime storys... somethign that my father should have done... i need hep 2 get past that... and i want 2 say 2 every father out there thinking about abandoning his child... dont do it... because they can find u later, it can riun there life... an it can make them wonder everyday what it would b like 2 have a mommy and a daddy in the same house... or even both at all...
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