There is no love in the marriage and i can't deal with it anymore. We have 4 kids aged 12,11,9,8. There good kids but I am getting sick of bieng the only one doing things with them . I feel used in the relationship and inogered . It's lonely and the kids have each other but for years now I haven't . She makes me feel unwanted unloved , she dosen't respect me and plays head games with me . I've tryed everything i could, and have told her that i plan to leave yet again . this time i have money in the bank and a place lined up . \I guess my mind is made up but what will happen to the kids. i am not the person that i know i can be around her so they are suffering because of it . I'm just here at best, I do the odd thing with them but like i said am not the father i could be ...I feel that things get better for awhile when i tell her i'm leaving then it's right back to the same old same old ...ty for reading this and any advice is welcomed..
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