K each day passes I feel worse and worse. This morning felt soooo bad. Woke up crying at 4AM. Not getting the calls for a job is wearing me down. I know we are just coming off a series of holidays and people should be getting back to work but I cant help but worry. I know there are so many things that are out of my control and I need to not feel like it is the end of the world. I am just having a tough time. I have called 3 people today for support. I feel good talking but when I hang up and I sit in this empty apartment it all hits me again. I know I must focus on patience and positive thoughts but it is so hard with this other emotionally feelings I am having going on with the end of my marriage. Got to hang in there, got to know things will work out. Thanks for listening or reading.
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