I am really going through a rough time with my upcoming divorce. It has been really tough on our son who lives with me as well. Every time I feel certain logic prevails and I\'ve become strong and sure of myself & actions,something happens to throw me into emotional hell. I know that statistically divorce is very high and all around, but in my entire extended family I\'ll only be the 3rd to go through it. Everyone else has stayed married and families have grown. This includes a multitude of cousins who are younger than I. I have deeply loved my husband for so long that I continue to allow myself to enable him to hurt me emotionally. Everything has really gotten bad lately and I\'m sure the tension will continue to build through December 20 when we go to court. I am not blindly hoping for reconcilliation because it isn\'t going to happen and I don\'t think I even want it to, but how do I come to terms with the failure and with him finding a new woman? I fell like I\'m losing my mind sometimes.
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