The biggest question i am personally facing is just that...Can i love her again? I mean deep, personal,intimate,passionate,respectful love.It is all gone now.I go through the motions daily for the benefit of my children.I walked away once last spring, asked for divorce and even set up a new place/apt.One days she threatening me with being a part of my kids life and taking everything away from me and the next begging me to come back.Fact is, after a couple months i found myself relenting and giving it one more try, this time with "counseling", and moved back in. Now if i leave her and the kids she says that would be abandonment and i would be a quitter on them.She still loves and care for me deeply but i cannot return the same feelings for her.I even started dating a girl when we separated and felt no remorse or guilt other than how i knew it would make her feel.I did tell her upon moving back in and now she distrust me to boot.Do i sacrifice my own feelings and happiness in order to make her happy.(Life with me and no love for her is not acceptable to her but better to her than life without me... meaning me with someone else, she says.) Just wandering aloud what others have done in said situation.Any help/advice would be appreciated. Thanks and God bless. SA
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