I have a crazy two weeks ahead of me. I am feeling weepy and scared. Best put I feel weak. I have my biopsy on the 3rd and close on the house on the 5th. What am I doing? I might have cancer and I'm buying a house? This house is perfect for us, its a great place to build my family back up, to build me back up again. Damn, who's going to help me with the kids if I have to have surgery? Can't count on my x, he's at the bar getting drunk or stoned with his friends (if they aren't locked up this week). I feel I am doing the right things with our lives and building our future, being a good parent but who's going to be there for me?
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