I am struggling tonight. I really do see how awfully he left us. He confirmed again today (in words, at least) that he was awful and that we didn't deserve any of what was happening. That he was sorry. That I was right to hate him. I know that I cannot have anycontact with him if I want to get the divorce done ASAP. But I feel so bad here all alone. i don't want him. I jsut feel so sad and so bad and so alone. i would liek to try to sleep so i can go to work in the morning adn take care of my clients adn mys taff and my business in general. How can i cry when it is so clear that i was bet4rayed, when he confirms that I don't deserve this, when he admits that I have every reason to hate him. I am focusing on myself, but it so soon to let go of the marriage. Even if it is totally correct to let go of the marriage. I would really appreciate a few words of encouragement or udnerstanding. I have no one to call. Please?
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