Ok, so its been a miserable week with her gone, but I know it is better for my mental state not being able to see her. She is coming back today and I was going to head to PA on Sunday for 5 days. NOw there's a nor'easter heading that way and it looks like Im going to have to stay here in NC with her until she leaves on the 23rd. Gee, how much deeper can my big ol'pit of emotional despair get? With the way my luck is going my cat will die on Christmas day and a moose will take a shit on my car.
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