after spending 23 years with a ba****d, i finally got out and met what i thought was my soulmate, been with him just over four years married for 18 months, he has always treated me like a princess, never been voilent or argued always been the perfect gentleman, or so i thought. in november 07 i started to believe he was having an affair, then on 4th january i saw him picking her up when he was meant to be at work his reply was dont know what i want or who i want, i left for a few days he never called but when i went back he was all over me but never once has he said sorry. he said he loved me and wanted this marriage to work, but at the same time he is still seeing her found condoms, viagra and two others phones, having to watch them outside work flirting together, he comes home and one day will be all loving with me then others keeps pulling away, he is still make plans with me to do our house up and go away, but he will not talk about what is happening if i approch him he walks out the room, i left yesterday for my own health after loosing dangerous amounts of weight, i wrote him a letter telling him how i feel and what i know as he will not talk to me, sitting at my daughters not know what went wrong or what im meant to do feel lost, angry one min then wanting to be home with him the next min, need advice and support.
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