I want to call him so bad this morning. He would be up getting ready for work. I no I can't call as he will not answer. I sent him a text on saturday and he did not respond. I new he wouldn't so therefore I just hurt myself by dong that. How stupid. I no he is done and I want to be done but I just can't stop thinking of him and where he is what he is doing. We went to his mothers every Sunday for dinner. I just lost it yesterday at the time I new his whole family was having dinner. I feel the lost of his mother,sister and elderly aunt. They became part of my life. Then when he walked out I lost them also. Some friends told me go see his mom but to me that would just open myself up to more hurt then I alreay am feeling.I have to cut all ties and I no that. But damn him how could he not care what this has done to me and my kids. It took my kids awhile to accept another man after there father but they finially did and now he walked out on them also. I want to call him so bad!!!!! I need help it's killing me inside.
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