I should be on a plane to Vegas to meet my best friend from LA to celebrate our birthdays this weekend by going to the U2 show. Instead, I'm sitting here, in my pj's, dealing with this stupid recurring respiratory infections. I feel like crap, my whole body hurts. I canceled the trip because I feel so yucky. That makes me feel worse. I feel awful for disappointing my friend. Feeling lonely doesn't help. Sorry to be a downer, but I'm just bummed out today. I really need to balance my checkbook too, I have a feeling that's not going to help things.
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