I've been reading a lot here latley and it seems the most painful thing is the broken promises. Thats what I can't get over. The tapes of her words, promises and vows play over in my head. When we started to have problems, she didnt even try, just had an emotional affair and left. Where is the girl that made all these promises? People say "she meant them at the time" First, is that supposed to help? Second what good is a promise if you only follow through when its easy or when you feel like meaning it? It's so hard to move on. She was my best friend, I was there for her when she had no one. It was hard. As soon as she found others, I was replaced as a friend and lover.
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