I have been married 11 years, I am 42 yrs old, my husband left in February to figure things out, he has been the perfect husband since he left doing everything but sleeping at the house. About two months ago I went to dinner with some friends, I got to talking to someone I work with, newly transferred here but married, the wife was still out of state, we have this amazing connection and fell in love. We ended it once because we work together but our connection is so strong we started seeing each other again, it wasn't very often. The family just moved here last week so we knew we wouldn't be able to see each other much. The other day someone called his wife and told her he was seeing someone, we don't know how anyone even knew and how they got her cell number. Anyway, the relationship is over again and I am broken hearted. I feel so alone and hurt. My husband won't let me go but he makes no effort to even see me or reconcile. I have considered moving away, more like running away. I don't have anyone to talk to about this, I can't tell my church about it, my parents don't know I am separated. I need help bad!
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