I just had a mini break down in my office. I threw up and started hyperventilating. Then I texted my stbx and told him that he's supposed to be with me and how sick I was. Then I begged him to please not do this. I feel like a pathetic fool but I love him so much. This is killing me. I wish I had strength. I don't know how to get it. I agree with everybody's words of wisdom. I just don't know how to get there.
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