Ok now.. I have to go on a rant. All of the people we chose to give our lives to, have moved on or are moving on to fulfull themselves. Whatever in hell that might be. We will never know what they are thinking. And really I dont ever think I want to be inside any of their heads. They all share the same characeristics. They are cold and thoughtless, and expect that we will just become good little spouses and play their stupid games!! It's almost like we do them some kind of injustice because we are devestated!! They dont care what state they have left us in. And just want to move on with their well laid plans of FREEDOM or whatever.. The bottom line is that we are on our own. No choice to be had. So we have to make the best of it and make our lives better for their stupid, carlessness of our feelings. We will be the ones to come out better in the end. They have done us a favor. I really believe that. The grass is not always greener on the otherside.. And I have seen first hand that what goes around comes around..And it will.. Stranger yet, is how many of those stupid cliches' fit our lives now... lol
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