Bad day today. Started last night. Divorce is final tomorrow. 7.5 weeks after he left. Not sure why I can't pick myself up all of a sudden. Is this rock bottom? I hope so. This really sucks. Can't even go into work today and I never ever miss work. Son is still asleep...he had a rough night....can't let him see me this way...so weak and broken. Have held in tears for so long now...all 13 weeks since STBX first told me that were not happy. Trying so hard. Too many memories of good times. Cannot understand why his memories are different than the ones my son and I have. Feel like I am in freefall. Stop. Help. Falling down the rabbit hole. Thud.
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