I've always posted subjects pertaining to my pain or anger but this is a good sign for me being the complete opposite. I realized that even though it's hard for me I still clean, shop, etc. and am a damn good mother that's here for my children. My ex still bugs the crap out of me but realized today that I can just ignore everyone and do things that make me happy. I don't have to worry if he is tired or doing too much. I miss him alot but my focus has to be on knowing someone who is like my old husband. Maybe, love is better the second time around?
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