Do you find yourself not trusting others in different situations besides those situations of love and relationships? I'm at a breaking point with my job. I really do think that I've solved my problem. I presented my principal a list of all of the things that I do for the teachers in my school and also presented him with a document adopted by my state's department of education (it's prominently displayed on the DOE website) that details a proficient school library media center. However, now I'm at a point where I do not trust a single teacher at my school. My skin is much thicker since my divorce so I don't really care what they think of me (either you respect and like me or you don't) but I find myself looking at every teacher as "enemy"...someone I don't trust. My principal kept saying things about "family" when I presented my information to him but I don't feel like it's a family. I feel like there's a deep divide between the staff members...which is HORRIBLE for the students btw. I don't know if it's the environment (my principal is fairly new and we've recently had a bunch of young teachers tenured) or if it's my attitude because of my x and how he screwed me over and how he continues to try to screw me over.
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