This is rather personal...I tried to work thru this via my journal, thinking it would help me..but for days now I have been having such a hard time...Because once again, my stbx came to me....to have sex. I once again, was unable to say no to him....it was just sex, no emotional connection. It was empty...I just seem not to be able to say no to him.. Doing this makes me go backward..in trying to move on and disconnecting from him. He knows the divorce papers will be coming..and there are things in them, that he will not agree with, so part of me thinks he was trying to manipulate me...so, I would not follow thru with my plans...I just feel so stupid and weak for not being able to stand up to him...and just tell him NO...has anyone else gone thru this...especially during the time before the divorce is final.? Sorry so long...Kathy
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