Well, it's late, but I want to get the ball rolling here. I am 42 and going to begin my second divorce after almost 3 years of marriage. I really thought I loved this man, but I have been pushed to my limit by fighting, money problems, and an overall messed up relationship. My husband blames me and I blame him. Marriage counseling didn't help except to make me want out even more. My personal psychologist just listens for 45 mins., but I don't get feedback. I know this is the right decision, but I just need to talk. I am glad to read the other posts. It is so easy to feel isolated.
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