Hey I have been crying all day, at work and now I am home just lost it when I came in the door. As many of you know today is her birthday and I just wish I was with her to celebrate it. I just dont think she realises how much I miss her and how ashamed I am for the things I said the day she left. i really do just want to die. litteraly. Ivwe been thinking about it all day. I hate this. it will never end, I know it wont at ;east not for me, I loved her that much. I have no friends here my family dont give a shit never has. Yoyu people are about all I got keeping me alive. I know she will never come back this really hurts.
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