I still get those brief thoughts that if I could have just handled things better, communicated more, been a better supper mom and wife. Why do I do that? My husband accepts no responsibility for our problems ...He maintains it's all my fault. He set me up so that his affair would be revealed in a timely mannor such that I would kick him out and he would be the martyr. And yet every now and again I go to that place where I should have worked harder on our marriage. Our marriage had huges stressors--sick kids, autism, moving, lost jobs,illness, and my husbands secretive porn addiction. I need a perspective so I stop thinking this. I did the best I could. I asked for counseling, I asked for help, I pooled resources. Still it was no good.
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