I don't know what set me off today, but I'm so very sad. It really snuck up on me at school, and I found myself close to tears. I hate feeling like this. It probably goes back to a family party (his side) on Saturday. He had to work, so I went alone. Nothing like having a random sampling of family friends and relatives tell you how wonderful it is that we're still so much in love. I hate that I am still completely smitten. I still adore him. I wish that would pass. I wish I could sleep till June. I wish I understood what happened to us. Sorry to be such a downer. It just all feels so hopeless today.
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